There is no doubt that we are living in precarious times. I often ask people that I know if they actually believe we are still living in the same world we were born into. I often get a strange look but it’s not an odd question it just depends on the consciousness ladder you are residing on. I have come to the conclusion that experiencing ascension is a strange ride. When I listen to others who describe their kundalini awakening as a blissful moment full of love I have no idea what they are talking about. My kundalini awakening was painful and brought on psychosis and soon after my life collasped and is still collasping as we speak. I have previously written about my own experience of kundalini awakening in older posts so if you are experiencing this right now please look through the archives.
This phenomena which is being labelled ascension is meant to release you from the old level of consciousness you were born into and transform you into the true powerful being you truly are. This in itself is fantastic I can’t tell you how much more clued in I am now since my kundalini kicked off which is a great gift. I have also become more focused and eager to live my true purpose. A few years ago I would not have had the confidence to be writing this blog. But in the same breath I have become marginalised from friends and family and I often find myself alone as very few can relate to me as I have shifted and raised my vibration so much that I no longer resonate with the majority of those around me. This is one of the biggest indicators that suggest you are leaving the old 3D world behind. Everything that was created there has to be pruned, released and reborn. This is not an easy journey there is alot of loss that is involved. There is plenty of information about the shift of consciousness coming to this planet and when we look at what is happening in our world the collaspe is very evident. It is a moderately slow collaspe not everything is disappearing all at the same time but the intensity is certainly gathering momentum. And just as in the macro in the micro we are experiencing these shifts and changes in our own lives too. Part of the old framework is still there but the background is shifting and changing.
Although I am more than happy to leave the old 3D world behind I do wonder if the 5D ‘new’ earth will be a better place. At the moment very few of us are there on a regular basis. We are sort of in limbo probably popping in and out as we still have to have regular contact with the old ways. Also, there is so much division and deception within the new age community that I’m of the belief that there is still a long road to travel down. I can’t tell you just how much junk is out there at the moment and I as many others have fallen prey to it from time to time. There are so many self proclaimed gurus telling us how we should feel and what is what, and to me this is disappointing. I have always loved the metaphysical world from an early age but just as everything else is collasping to be reborn I would say that this area is not immune. It too needs to be cleared out so that the new and genuine can be born in its place.
So, I imagine at least for the time being that the new 5D earth will still have some hurdles to overcome as we slowly make the shif towards this new consciousness. For each of us that which is no longer working for us is currently being taken away whether we like it or not inorder for us to move forward. Relationships are breaking down, friendships ending and money, well, that’s a whole other subject but let’s be honest it’s pretty non-existent for those of us currently making this shift. How many of us have even managed to keep a roof over our heads in the last few years is a miracle to say the least. It’s been a very difficult time for many.
Yes making this shift of consciousness is hardwork. It is tiring physically and mentally. The aches, the pains, the tears, the disappointments. Cleaning out the soul in order to shift vibrationally is not just about feeling at peace with oneself there are also some distressing moments that need to be embraced, understood and resolved. And this is part of the true journey. We must learn to assimilate the light and dark within us. Some days the dark wins and other days the light. We are humans and these qualities exist within us equally. So, don’t feel bad if you are not shifting to 5D consciousness peacefully. Some days I go kicking and screaming, other days with pain in my heart. This is hard work and there are many out there who do not understand what we are going through. They are not into this and probably never will be. It still doesn’t stop the fact that this is happening and they too are shifting even if they do not realise it, so keep your head up and feel with your heart. That which does not resonate with you does not have to become part of your belief system or be embraced by you.